Tuesday, August 25, 2009
I'm not perfect.
Far from it, in fact.
There are others more imperfect than I am.
But until the day I can proudly declare myself perfect (which is NEVER, cuz no one is).
I will not judge.
Not even you.
You who make hurtful and uncouth comments about others and their abilities (or lack thereoff).
No.
I will not judge.
But I will feel sorry for you.
For not knowing how to accept others around you regardless of their flaws.
I am flawed.
But I am happy.
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Friday, July 24, 2009
There were things I wanted to tell him.
But I knew they would hurt him.
So I buried them and let them hurt me instead.
– Extremely Loud And Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer -
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Saturday, July 18, 2009
It hard.
Having to be strong all the time for you.
Because of who you are. Because of what you feel.
I've had to leave myself behind. Put you first.
But I'm cracking.
There's more vulnerability there than you think.
mel'snoteswritten.
Monday, January 19, 2009
You'll never hear me knockin' an old pair of boots
A man who wears his Wranglers for a Sunday suit
The kind that ain't afraid to get dirt on his hands
And bring you fresh daisies in a coffee can
I like a man to ride me 'round pick-up style
Tip his hat and wink at me, shoot me a smile
Take me two-steppin' at the honky tonk
Yeah that kind of man ain't hard to want, cause
Cowboys are my weakness
Gimme some down home, rugged sweetness
A little bit of outlaw, a little bit of Jesus
Cowboys are my weakness
I love to hear my name inside a Southern drawl
A man who takes his time, you know what I mean y'all
Gets a little rowdy, a little out of hand
But when he's around your mama he says Yes ma'am
A doer not a talker, he's tried and he's true
The salt of the earth, but if he's sweet on you
He'll treat you like you're the only woman alive
Yeah, high up in the saddle's one hell of a ride, cause
Cowboys are my weakness
Gimme some down home, rugged sweetness
A little bit of outlaw, a little bit of Jesus
Cowboys are my weakness
I wanna be the lady, he loves with all his heart and soul
I wanna be the lady he keeps warm when the nights get cold
Yeah Cowboys are my weakness
Gimme some down home, rugged sweetness
A little bit of outlaw, A little bit of Jesus
Cowboys are my weakness
Lord help me Jesus
Cowboys are my weakness, yeah, they're my weakness
mel'snoteswritten.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Alrighty. I know I haven't blogged in ETERNITY, so, after A LOT of nagging from Val to update -points to tagboard-, I've decided to give you guys a post that contains more than 1 sentence in it. So here are several not-so-known facts about me (yes, I'm a narcissist).
- I started crawling BACKWARDS as an infant, which led to my first-time parents calling up their doctor friends in a state of complete panic.
- I LOATHE skinny (and I do mean skinny) people who call themselves fat. Eat already! We can see your bones!
- If given a choice, I choose taking capsules over tablets any day. I'm spoilt that way.
- I picked up gardening because I feel less guilt killing a plant as compared to killing an animal (by accident! I don't do it on purpose!)
- I am capable of actual thought. Just 'cuz I act stupid when you're around, doesn't mean I really am. I just act that way so you won't feel too bad about yourself.
- I never get drunk. No matter how much I drink. Unless I accidentally down a can of beer after taking a sleeping pill (yes, this HAS happened).
- My favourite flowers aren't roses. They're lavenders. My second favourites are daisies.
- I fell in love with lithops 'cuz they look like the human brain, and solely based on that, I think they're the coolest plants in the world.
- I don't like carbonated drinks. I'd much rather have water, tea or juices anytime. Yes, in order of preference.
- Don't bother telling me I'm ugly, fat, yada yada. If your opinion meant anything to me, I'd ask for it. Better to be thought of as an idiot than to open your mouth and remove all doubt.
- My room has officially been converted into a mini indoor garden, so I sleep surrounded by plants. No, the excessive amounts of carbon dioxide at night has not removed my ability to use my brain.
- I love my parents and my brother more than anything in the world.
- I would love to have kids some day. 3 would be nice. So 2 can gang up on 1.
- I love walking past bakeries in the morning. The smell of freshly baked goods perks me up better than any amount of caffeine.
- Redbull gets me hyper, and I have a tendancy to start bouncing off walls after about half a can. Ok, so maybe you already knew that. But hey, just throwing it in for the heck of it.
- The most romantic place to be, in my opinion, is the beach. At night. There's something about the cool night breeze, and gentle lapping of waves that make everything more intimate.
- I'd love to kiss in the rain. Someday.
- I can eat a lemon by itself without batting an eyelid. Some may see that as a sign that I'm exceptionally prone to err... Eating vinegar... I'll leave that to you to figure out =P
- I cry during movies. Aww, c'mon. Don't judge me. You probably do too!
- Mess with me if you must. But mess with my friends and there'll be hell to pay.
- I think that intelligence and good English is SEXY.
And finally, this last one y'all probably already knew, but for the sake of those who don't...
- I work best when inspired by certain emotions... Like last-minute panic.
mel'snoteswritten.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
More happy and content than I ever knew I could be. =)
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Monday, September 08, 2008
I am 19 years of age.
Female.
Supportive, loving and close knit family.
Friends who know and love me despite my many character flaws
And like many 19 year old girls... I'm often complaining about my ever so imperfect life to anyone who'd listen.
Last week, I griped about the loss of a romantic interest, and the "heartbreak" experienced.
I bitched about my imperfect body. Too short, too plump.
I complained about my full schedule, too little time to head out and hang out with my friends.
I shut myself away from my parents whom I felt were too harsh on me, and turned away from my brother when he needed me.
Today, I met a 5 year old born with a heart defect and mental disability. She was warded for a major lung infection. She lay in the hospital bed, curled up in the fetal position as a nurse tried to soothe away her pain with gentle words and soft caresses.
I met a 25 year old who grew no bigger than a toddler, and as I stood in front of her bed, I could see in her eyes, envy, for all the things I could do that she couldn't; but more than anything, I saw the fire of determination, the will to continue living her life, though bedridden and having her physical growth stunted beyond all medical repair.
I met a 10 year old who had to have dialysis 3 times a week prior to her kidney transplant. She was alone in the ward when we visited, and her face lit up at the sight of us walking through that door.
I met a toddler, no older than 1, hooked up to different machines, many of them bigger then her tiny body, struggling to stay alive. I also met her parents, pale, worry-worn, and gaunt from one night too many of frantic helplessness.
I met a 15 year old who collapsed suddenly and was warded in the ICU. I also met his little sister, who eyed us with more cynicism and wariness than any 12 year old should ever have.
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I am the luckiest person in the world...
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Thursday, September 04, 2008
To one of my oldest (not literally), dearest, and truest friends...
When I walked into that first choir session, I had no idea that the awkward boy sitting in the front row of the AV Theatrette, who was the first to extend a hand of friendship to me with no questions asked, would eventually mellow into the warm, kind, and caring man that you are now.
Today, you take your first step into the world of adulthood. You have, from a teenager so uncertain of himself, made the successful transition to confident and mature adult.
The path ahead holds many great and beautiful things for you, so go ahead and reach for them. You deserve it.
"May you have enough happiness to keep you sweet...
Enough trials to keep you strong...
Enough hope to keep you happy...
Enough friends to give you comfort...
And enough determination to make each day a better day than yesterday"
Happy 21st Birthday, Daolin.
I love you buddy =)
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Monday, September 01, 2008
So many things I wish I could tell you... I miss you... But to love isn't to possess. I hope you're happy. =) This one's for you, luv...
I'll need time
To get you off my mind
(and)I may sometimes bother you
Try to be in touch with you
Even ask too much of you
From time to time
Now and then
Lord, you know I'll need a friend
Til I get used to losing you
Let me keep on using you
Til I can make it on my own
I'll get by
But no matter how I try
There'll be times you know I'll call
Chances are my tears will fall
And I'll have no pride at all
From time to time
But they say
Oh there'll be a brighter day
But til then I'll lean on you
That's all I mean to do
Til I can make it on my own
Surely someday I'll look up and see the mornin sun
Without another lonely night behind me
Then I'll know I'm over you and all my cryin's done
No more hurtin memories will find me
But til then
Lord, you know I'm gonna need a friend
Til I get used to losing you
Let me keep on using you
Til I can make it on my own
Til I can make it on my own...
mel'snoteswritten.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Just for laughs...
- Friends help you move. True friends help you move bodies
- What's mine is mine. What's yours is negotiable
- I don't believe in miracles. I RELY on them
- War doesn't determine who's right. Only who's left
- My mind's not twisted. Just bent in several strategic places
- I intend to live forever... Or die trying
- The main reason Santa's so jolly is that he knows where all the bad girls live
- A day without sunshine is like... Night
- I wouldn't be caught dead with a necrophiliac
- If ignorance is bliss, you must be orgasmic
- Plan to be spontaneous; tomorrow
- To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research
- First rule of genetics: chasity is not hereditary
mel'snoteswritten.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I think I finally understand why you chose to "ice" yourself.
Take care, luv...
Smile
mel'snoteswritten.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
"People have a choice... You didn't have to fall in love with me"
No, my dear. We don't choose who we fall in love with. That's what's so beautiful about love... And it's also what's so terrifying about it. Maybe you just don't know what love is. Or maybe now, you finally do.
I don't know if I should be angry with you, or if I should empathize.
I have no right to judge who you are now, or even who you were then. But what I do know is that someone I care a lot about has been hurt. And honestly, I don't take kindly to that. It may or may not have been intentional, either way, feelings were hurt.
On the other hand, I do feel your pain. Its not easy being where you are now. Wandering in limbo. Unsure of whether or not what you're doing is right or wrong. Falling in love. Falling out of love.
I've been through that and I know it's difficult. When I was at that stage of my life, I remember love being like a huge roller coaster ride. Exhilarating joy, overwhelming fear... Its hard knowing when one emotion stops and the other starts.
I am not an expert when it comes to that particular emotion, but trust me on one thing. Love doesn't get easier. Ever. But you WILL mellow... And someday, you'll learn to deal with all the havoc that love can and will bring into your once mundane life. That's when you know you're ready.
Till that day comes. Take your time. The world is your oyster (bloody cliche, but oh so true). Spend this time learning to love yourself, cuz if there's one thing I've learnt from my failed relationships, its that no one can love you if you don't love yourself.
And to you.
Yes you.
Keep your chin up, and look forward. You were given eyes in the FRONT of your head for a reason, Sweets. You know you're loved by your family and your (best) friends just the way you are. Smile...
mel'snoteswritten.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails...
But not afraid enough to hold myself back...
I think I'll be fine. I trust you. =)
mel'snoteswritten.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
There is a difference between being nostalgic and being emotional.
Wednesday would mark the second month of our separation, and yet, thinking back on the times we shared before, I feel no pain.
Its hard to believe now, that I had deemed life unworthy and uninteresting when you first left me for her. The perfect little world that I had built for us in the confines of my mind and heart came crashing down in what had seemed to me then, the longest, most agonizing 15 minutes of my life.
You seemed to walk away from the disaster unscarred, almost glad to be rid of me. And for a while, all the love I once felt for you turned into hatred and anger. I hated you for leaving. For pulling the carpet from right under my feet with no warning whatsoever. But the anger I felt? That was mostly at myself.
For the longest time, I blamed myself for the demise of the relationship, emotionally beating myself up for not being pretty enough, not being a good enough girlfriend. That was how I rationalized you leaving me. And that was the only way I could stay sane.
I know better now. It wasn't a matter of who's fault it was, who wasn't good enough for who. We were just too different. Like oil and water (you being oil of course =P, just kidding).
I was seeking love when we first met, and we probably jumped into it a tad too quickly, before really getting to know each other. A very wise person once told me that a great relationship is based on mutual respect, trust, and most importantly, a strong friendship... Something you and I never really had.
I've picked myself up now, ready to brave whatever storm I will face in future. Life is worthwhile again, and the appearance of new people in my life, as well as the constant presence of those who stuck by me throughout, have added more colour into my life than I had ever would have guessed possible.
To my parents, Turtle, Keith, Henry, Licia, Nalph, Chris and Wanda - Thank you for being there when I needed, and thanks for not saying "I told you so". =) I love you all, more than I could ever express in words.
To Donna, Nana and Junie - You guys are the craziest people I've ever ever ever met... And I am so blessed to have you in my life. =) Thanks for listening to the constant whining and bitching in school, without ever telling me to shut up already. I love you guys, don't ever change, and here's to growing old and becoming the craziest bunch of grandmas together =D
I've officially closed a chapter of my life, and am eagerly looking forward to the vast number of new, exciting experiences that await me in the many chapters I have yet to write.
There is a difference between being nostalgic and being emotional.
I take away from all this, nothing but fond memories and the happy times, and I hope you do too. Be happy... Because I am. =)
mel'snoteswritten.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
How could ANYONE be so selfish?
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
It's Saturday.
It's 9.40 in the morning.
I should be huddled under the blankets instead of staring at my computer screen.
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My body clock is so totally screwed...
mel'snoteswritten.
Friday, June 20, 2008
No other song to describe the way I'm feeling right now... I love Brooke White...
Brooke White - Free
Time has come and time has gone
Since I packed my bags and I moved on
And I somehow seem to get along without you
Well it's been so long since I've seen your face
And it's been so long since I've seen that place
But I smile now, without the trace of teardrops
Well the road was painful and it was rough
And finally I am tough enough
To walk on my own
And now I'm
Free, free, free
No one's stopping
Me, me, me
From being what I want to be
Yes, I'm finally free
Walking away was the hardest part
I had to use my head and not my heart
Finding the truth was the start to letting go
Well step by step, I found my way
I had to hold my breath for one last day
Sometimes all I could do was pray that I would make it through
Well the road was painful and it was rough
And finally I am tough enough
To walk on my own
And now I'm
Free, free, free
No one's stopping
Me, me, me
From being what I want to be
Yes, I'm finally
Free as the wind blowing through the trees
And now I can begin living this life for me
And now I can win
Yes, I can win
And yes I win because I'm
Free, free, free
No one's stopping
Me, me, me
From being what I want to be
Yes, I'm finally
Free, free, free
No one's stopping
Me, me, me
From being what I want to be
Yes, I'm finally... free
mel'snoteswritten.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Just saw some photos of him and his new girlfriend... He looks happier than he has ever been with me, and just knowing that he's found someone that can make him smile like that makes me happy for him. I can move on... =) Thank you...
Anyway, been calling hundreds of people over the past few days for work... Think I'm going hoarse again... Haha... Then I can call turtle up and scare the shit outa him with my uber masculine voice.
Anyhoo, school starts on the 30th of June... I can't believe I'm saying this, but I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO START!!! *slaps myself awake* So anyway, y'all can start asking me out after the 30th! Cuz I'll be more free then! *grins*
I think all the early rising is beginning to rot my brains... and YOU! Yes NALPH! See! I blogged again 'cuz you asked me too! And it has further degenerated my brains. Happy? *sulks*
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11:19:00 AM
First off, I wanna say thanks to all who've convo-ed me on MSN, called, and even sms-ed me asking if I'm fine... I really appreciate your concern during this extremely trying period of time.
I'm feeling better. Had the weekend to myself and literally cried my eyes out... After all, what kind of person would I be if I didn't feel anything after being with him for over a year.
I've learnt to move on though, and I now realise that the demise of that relationship has lead to the strengthening of so many other relationships. My relationship with my parents... I feel much closer to them, and being able to talk to them about how I'm feeling exactly is extremely liberating.
Also wanna thank Turtle, Keith, Nalph, Wanda, etc... You guys have been there listening to all the contant whining throughout the past 1 year, 4 months and 28 days (yes, I counted), and never once have you complained about me being a burden to you, even if I had to call/msn you at 3 in the morning... I feel truly blessed to have friends like you by my side.
Work also helps keep my mind off the matter. Was at Customer Service just a coupla days back, helping with the redemption of the Baby Tweety cushions (which are UBER cute, by the way). Got me thinking about how, as we grow older, we tend to focus so much on our schoolwork or careers that we forget about the simple pleasures in life... Or rather, take them for granted.
At the redemption counter, I saw several kids queueing to redeem the cushions, and just seeing their eyes sparkle as they clutched the cushions in their little arms made my day (with the exception of one kid who called me auntie... bloody hell).
But the point here is, as we grow older, we're so caught up in pursuing more materialistic needs like the latest mobile phone, or branded fashion wear, that we often forget the comfort that we used to take in the little things we had as children.
I love kids, as many of my friends know. They're adorable (minus the drool and poop)... But more importantly, they're real.
A kid tells you straight out what he/she feels. There aren't any hidden agendas, no mind games, no deception. Its just the truth laid flat out on the table, a rare and precious trait not seen in many who have already passed the age of innocence. Thankfully, I see the above mentioned traits in some of my closest friends... You know who you are... =)
Okok, I've gotta get back to work... Will be updating (hopefully) later...
Don't talk to strangers...... You'll BORE them - Matt Kirshen
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
I remember...
How you used to hold me and wipe away my tears when I cried. What I'd do to have you wipe them away now.
How you used to sing to me. The first song you ever dedicated to me was "You Are So Beautiful".
How you used to come up with silly (and often, dirty) lyrics to popular songs just to make me smile.
How your kisses gave me butterflies in my tummy.
How you used to annoy me with bad music from your PSP.
How we'd stay up for hours at my place though we were both tired, just so we could spend a little more time together.
How we'd go for dinner with my family and sneak a few kisses and hugs when no one was looking.
How we'd send each other flying kisses through the glass wall of that recording studio.
How you surprised me with those 99 red roses.
How you teared and looked away so I wouldn't see you cry during sad movies.
How you almost fell asleep while watching "Enchanted" but forced yourself to stay awake just cuz you wanted to "enjoy" the movie with me.
How you look like with hair.
How you used to sneak and smoke behind my back, only to look at me with that adorable guilty look when I caught you.
How you guilt-tripped me into watching Transformers, and how I ended up actually enjoying the movie.
How you looked at me as if I was the only person in the world.
How you'd hold me close, bury your face in my hair, and talk about the kids we'd have next time.
How you'd look me in the eye, and tell me that I'm the one for you.
How we spent hours cam-whoring away till my camera battery went flat.
How we used to load up on junk food before every movie marathon.
But most of all...
I remember how it felt being with you...
I love you. And there's a part of me that always will, no matter what the future holds for us both. Be happy.
So now I'll take my heart back, leave your pictures on the floor, steal back my memories, I can't take it anymore. I've cried my eyes out, oh and now I face the years. The way you loved me, vanished all the tears. Just a little more time was all we needed......
mel'snoteswritten.
5:52:00 AM
How do you go from "we are meant for each other, destined to be together" to simply "we can't be together anymore"? How do you go from "I love you" to "let's not try anymore" in less than 3 hours?
You say its cuz you don't wanna drag it any longer. Or is it? Does your heart now belong to another?
I can't accept the suddeness of it. Its hard not to cry. After over a year, you'd think that we'd have taken time to work things out before resorting to this. After over a year, you'd think we'd have meant more to you than for it to end this abruptly.
So why? Was I not good enough? Have I EVER been good enough?
I'll admit. I'm different from your previous girls... I expect committment, love, patience. Maybe the other girls didn't. That's what made it so easy to be with them. But with me, you probably felt that you had to make an extra effort to committ. If that's the case, why now? Why not sooner?
I could tell you I'll change for you. But is that what you really want? If I changed, doesn't that mean I'll no longer be the girl you first fell in love with?
Its been almost 12 hours since you've ended it, and I know it takes time to heal... But for now, won't you just tell me why? Let me have some closure. Even as a last favour, please don't leave me hanging.
R.I.P
16/01/07 - 13/06/08
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
You Are Megara!
Charming and witty. You are always the first person to come up with a wisecrack. Sure, you have an attitude, but that's why people love you. You keep them on their toes. Sometimes you can be misleading, but always end up doing the right thing for the people you love.
Which Disney Princess Are You?
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Monday, May 05, 2008
Ok peeps. Waaaaaaay overdue post here. I know I know...
First things first. I GRADUATED! I know this doesn't sound like that big of a deal, but considering the amount of time I spent watching DVDs at the library cuz I skipped lecture, or the amount of money I spent buying MCs, it IS a big deal! Wahahaha!
So basically, I've been slacking every single freakin' day... And I swear... I'm starting to grow mold... I never thought I'd say this, but I can't WAIT to start school again... Back to a life of boring lectures and teachers' bad breath.
So anyway, I promise I'll update... Soon! Its 1.30am... And my brain has ceased to function. So do excuse me while I go recharge...
Take care y'all!
mel'snoteswritten.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Alright... I know I haven't been blogging in a while, but I've been up to my eyeballs in projects and tests, so I guess that kinda excuses me... *grins*
Ok, 'fore I go on, would like to wish every a very very prosperous Chinese New Year albeit a lil belated. PS - Lillian Too says that there'll be loads of speculative luck this year. So buy more 4D!!! =P I cannot, however, be held responsible should you decide to heed the above advice without any gains.
So... Now that's outta the way. Whew... Have tonnes to share (to the few people who actually bother with this comatose blog)
www.etsy.com
This website I discovered purely by chance, though whether that's a good thing or not, I can't really say. Etsy is basically like ebay and all, only the goods sold there are MOSTLY handmade. I've purchased quite a number of things from etsy, polymer clay pendants, earrings, and even plant seeds (which were, I admit, impulse buys). So if you guys wanna get some really unique and exclusive stuff, you can go check out http://www.etsy.com/... and yes, some of the "shop owners" are willing to customize as well, so there is no risk whatsoever of turning up at that party only to find that someone else has something identical.
My next (not so) new obsession. I know that the "in" tv series at the moment is Heroes. I, being the deviant that I am, cannot understand what all the hype is about (waits for gasps of disgust to fade into the distance).
I am, however, completely in love with the medical drama, House M.D, which, some of you would know, drew some flack a few weeks ago, when it was said by one of the characters in the show, that with a credit card and condoms, one can get anything they want in Singapore. Now, before you get your knickers in a bunch, I am NOT saying that I agree with what they said. I am completely neutral with regards to that particular statement.
Controversy aside, House is the name of the sarcastic and cynical doctor who heads the diagnostic team in a fictional (i think) hospital. Episodes are full of dry humour, sarcasm, and interesting medical facts that most wouldn't have heard of before.
Daolin (as usual) was the one who got me hooked on this show, which is now well into its 4th Season. Sadly, its one of the many shows affected by the writers' strike, which means that unlike previous seasons, which had over 20 episodes each, this season could very well end at episode 12, which is darn sad if you ask me. So, if you're a House addict, like I am, keep your fingers, eyes, toes etc, crossed, that the season will go on.
That's all for now I guess. Either my life is completely dull, or I'm simply too tired to blog. *checks watch* 3am... Ok, its fatigue. Or at least, I choose to believe so. =D Will be putting up many many photos soon... I promise!
Oh and before I go... Thanks to all who turned up for TAG-Nique 2008. We appreciate your support. A lorry load of thanks also to Blitz!. Aaron, Daolin, Licia... Thanks you guys. We had fun (I hope =P) and we'll keep doing this till we can't anymore. I love you guys!
Cheers folks!
Mel
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Friday, September 21, 2007
Dear Wife,
I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good.
I've been a good man to you for seven years, and I have nothing to show for it
These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today, and that was the last straw.
Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal, and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers.
You came home and ate in two minutes, then went straight to sleep after watching all your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want to have sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore.
Whatever the case is, I am gone.
Your EX - Husband
P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together!
Have a great life!
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Dear Ex-Husband,
Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It is true that you and I have been married for seven years, although a good man is a far cry from what you've been.
I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining and griping. Too bad that doesn't work. I did notice when you got a hair cut last week.
The first thing that came to mind was, 'You look just like a girl!' but my mother raised me not to say anything, if you can't say anything nice. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating steak seven years ago.
I turned away from you when you had those silk boxers on because the price tag was still on them. I prayed that it was just a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed fifty dollars from me that morning and your new silk boxers were $49.99.
After all of this, I still loved you and felt that we could work it out. So, when I discovered that I had hit the lottery for Ten Million Dollars, I quit my job and bought us two tickets to Jamaica. But when I got home you were gone. Everything happens for a reason, I guess.
I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that with your letter you wrote, you won't get a dime from me. So take care.
Signed,
Rich and Free!
P.S. I don't know if I ever told you this but Carla, my sister, was born CARL. I hope that's not a problem. Change is good.
mel'snoteswritten.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Yes yes. I haven't blogged in a while. Been rather busy with all the shit that's been happening... Shit like school... Exams... The usual.
Anyway, the best friend finally turned 20! Happy happy birthday Daolin!!! I know its a few days late, but hey... I did spend most of ur birthday with ya... Sorta... =P
Its pretty scary actually. I'm only a year younger than DL, which means I'll be walking right outa teenage-dom in slightly more than a year. Good and bad, really. 20 = More freedom... But 20 also = A shit load more when it comes to responsibilities.
Ah nevermind. Shall not think about it till I absolutely have have have to. =D
So anyway, went with DL to AKAFEST (translation - A cappella festival) on his birthday... There were about 7 groups I think, 5 local, 1 from Malaysia and 1 from Korea.
Outa all the local groups, I have to say I only felt thoroughly entertained when Key Elements performed. See, what a lotta people don't realise is that no matter how well a group sings, they are still first and foremost, PERFORMERS. Ah well...
So anyway, the Korean group was an all-guy group. You can guess the response they got from the audience (mainly tweenage girls, and girls in their early teens). I really don't understand the need to scream everytime one of them opens their mouth *face-palm* I've gotta admit though, they were GOOD. The energy they radiated on stage... You'd think they were operating on excess batteries.
Though they were the last group of the evening officially, choruses of "encore" bounced off the walls of the concert hall.
The Malaysian group came up to perform an encore and for a while, DL and I looked at each other, silently pitying the group having to perform after such dynamic entertainers.
Then they opened their mouths, and a hush descended upon the crowd. They had, quite obviously, saved their best for last.
Their rendition of I'll Be There echoed in the almost silent hall.
You know how most Asian singers tend to have rather limited vocal ranges? Meaning, they don't scream like Kelly or Mariah (who seems to have perfected it to an art form).
Well let me tell you this. The female lead from the Malaysian group surprised us. She hit that high note with amazing accuracy... The perfect climax to the song, seeing the entire audience burst out in wild applause.
Anyway, enough 'bout AKAFEST... Here's some news
Blitz is currently working on a christmas album. It's priced at SGD$10 for 6 tracks. Why do I emphasize on SGD? My genius of a friend offered to pay me in Monopoly money... So guys... S G D!!!!!!
Why should you buy the album? Hmm... Cuz the arrangements are excellent (courtesy of DL), and the group sounds really good. And also cuz its our way of raising funds to pay for the recording of our debut album (estimated release in Jan, 2009). This album would contain mostly original songs, and we welcome any form of support from y'all.
So yeah, please don't hesitate to contact me if you want a copy. We're taking pre-sales orders now... You can even buy it as a Christmas gift! CD will be released mid-november to early december. Keep an eye on this space for updates. =)
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
STUFF YOU SHOULD KNOW BY NOW:
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.
2. Don’t worry about what people think, they don’t do it very often.
2. Don’t worry about what people think, they don’t do it very often.
3. If in need of toilet tissue while on a roadtrip, there wouldn't be any. SO BRING YOUR OWN!
4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you’ve never tried before.
6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.
7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission.
9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program.
10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.
11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of cheques.
12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.
13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway.
14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.
15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.
16. A balanced diet is a biscuit in each hand.
17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind and narrowness of the waist change places.
18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.
19. Junk is something you’ve kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need it.
20. There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is age eleven.
21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
22. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends.
23. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy fridge.
24. Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world.
25. It’s not the jeans that make your bum look fat.
26. If you had to identify, in 1 word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, & never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be “meetings”.
27. There is a very fine line between “hobby” and “mental illness”.
28. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.
29. You should not confuse your career with your life.
30. Nobody cares if you can’t dance well. Just get up and dance.
31. Never lick a steak knife.
32. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.
33. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she’s pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.
4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you’ve never tried before.
6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.
7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission.
9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program.
10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.
11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of cheques.
12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.
13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway.
14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.
15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.
16. A balanced diet is a biscuit in each hand.
17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind and narrowness of the waist change places.
18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.
19. Junk is something you’ve kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need it.
20. There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is age eleven.
21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
22. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends.
23. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy fridge.
24. Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world.
25. It’s not the jeans that make your bum look fat.
26. If you had to identify, in 1 word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, & never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be “meetings”.
27. There is a very fine line between “hobby” and “mental illness”.
28. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.
29. You should not confuse your career with your life.
30. Nobody cares if you can’t dance well. Just get up and dance.
31. Never lick a steak knife.
32. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.
33. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she’s pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.
mel'snoteswritten.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
OMG! I got an A!!!! Yes people, MEL GOT AN A!!!!!!
Want proof? Here you go...
And to top it all off, I didn't even STUDY for it...
Was a lil depressed last night, so invited Val over to drink for a bit... I ended up drinking a lot more than her, knowing very well I had a test this morning.
So the morning was off to a bad start... I overslept... And barely made it in time for the test. Had to cab down to school again...
Was hungover, and my nose was leaking like a tap... In short, I felt like shit...
Halfway through the quiz, the stupid computers hung... Excellent right?
Anyway, I made it through the test without causing any damage to the computers or myself... Still quit surprised...
Oh well... Will be putting up some pics in the next entry... A lot a lot a lot of photos!
mel'snoteswritten.
Friday, September 15, 2006
The Most Venomous Snake in The World
NAME: "Expecteria Trouserius" (Trouser Snake)
LOCATION: Throughout the world
DESCRIPTION: Varying from pale pink to black. Fangless, with a highly venomous spit. Size varies from 3 to 12 inches, depending on its mood and subspecies.
SYMPTOMS: This snake attacks mainly women (although a subgroup only reacts to men), in the lower front abdomen, resulting in an inconspicuous bump. Then, a severe swelling, followed by excruciating pain after nine months. The attack is not usually fatal.
HABITAT: Usually found in bedrooms, but has been known to appear in the most unusual places.
ANTIDOTE: Various types of vaccine available for women. However, once the venom is injected into the body, only drastic measures will ensure complete recovery. There is no known antidote for men.
WHAT TO DO WHEN ATTACKED:
TORNIQUET: Do not apply a tourniquet, as the venom is too deep in the body to be affected.
CUTTING THE WOUND: This would be completely unnecessary and ineffective as the bleeding will stop after a few weeks anyhow.
SUCKING THE WOUND: This method is the most popular with the victim, but so far has not been reported to have led to any success.
MILKING THE SNAKE:
Place 4 fingers of the right hand around the neck of the reptile, with the thumb in the front.
Grip firmly and move the hand in an upwards and downwards motion.
This will result in the snake becoming highly aggressive and start spitting.
The time taken for this milking process depends entirely on the milker and the last time the snake attacked.
Once milked, the snake should be harmless for about 20 minutes.
CONCLUSION: This snake, although it is very aggressive and active, is not necessarily a vermin and, treated with the right respect, makes a wonderful pet.
NAME: "Expecteria Trouserius" (Trouser Snake)
LOCATION: Throughout the world
DESCRIPTION: Varying from pale pink to black. Fangless, with a highly venomous spit. Size varies from 3 to 12 inches, depending on its mood and subspecies.
SYMPTOMS: This snake attacks mainly women (although a subgroup only reacts to men), in the lower front abdomen, resulting in an inconspicuous bump. Then, a severe swelling, followed by excruciating pain after nine months. The attack is not usually fatal.
HABITAT: Usually found in bedrooms, but has been known to appear in the most unusual places.
ANTIDOTE: Various types of vaccine available for women. However, once the venom is injected into the body, only drastic measures will ensure complete recovery. There is no known antidote for men.
WHAT TO DO WHEN ATTACKED:
TORNIQUET: Do not apply a tourniquet, as the venom is too deep in the body to be affected.
CUTTING THE WOUND: This would be completely unnecessary and ineffective as the bleeding will stop after a few weeks anyhow.
SUCKING THE WOUND: This method is the most popular with the victim, but so far has not been reported to have led to any success.
MILKING THE SNAKE:
Place 4 fingers of the right hand around the neck of the reptile, with the thumb in the front.
Grip firmly and move the hand in an upwards and downwards motion.
This will result in the snake becoming highly aggressive and start spitting.
The time taken for this milking process depends entirely on the milker and the last time the snake attacked.
Once milked, the snake should be harmless for about 20 minutes.
CONCLUSION: This snake, although it is very aggressive and active, is not necessarily a vermin and, treated with the right respect, makes a wonderful pet.
mel'snoteswritten.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Ok... So I haven't been blogging for a while... And loads of stuff's been happening...
Exams are finally over... So I'm on vacation now...
And my parents are overseas till tomorrow night... From Thursday... FREEDOM!
Val came over for a couple of days, and honestly, I'm surprised the house is still intact... Anyway, here are the pics... :)
We played with fire... And lighter fluid... Tried to burn fresh pandan leaves too... But only managed to burn half the leaves before the fire died. Damn.
The aftermath.
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ATTEMPTED to pack my room. Operative word here being ATTEMPTED... Gave up after sneezing for 3 hours, and after finding HUGE dust bunnies... Didn't get photos of that though... Sidenote: You can find really really old and really interesting stuff while packing...
Conversation:
Me: Heyyy!!! I found my physics notes!
Val: How long have you been looking for them?
Me: Since before my O levels...
This is what it said on the cover of this cute lil blue box I found while digging through the pile in my room...
For the man who wants to save millions for his old age...
This is what it contains... A cute lil bottle with the words...
Sperm Bank Deposit Bottle
Holds 50 Million Sperms
Anyway, got REALLY bored after the exams... So here's what Mel does when she's bored...
These are supposed to be lilies...
And these are supposedly rose buds... Cute right?
The star flower and striped star flower...
And yes, I do make 'em for sale... So please do support the "Mel needs money" fund k? Order today! =D
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
Met up with Daolin and Licia last night, Henry supposed to be there, but he couldn't make it.
Anyway, met Daolin first at my place, where we proceeded to Macs for dinner (Wanda's gonna kill me if she reads this so SHHHHHHHH).
After that, our dear Daolin decided to "dabao", or for those of you who don't do singlish, takeaway, his nuggets. So he happily walked with me to Liquid Kitchen carrying this ugly, McDonald's plastic bag. Already damn unglam right? Allow me to continue.
For those who haven't been to Liquid Kitchen, allow me to describe the place.
It's a semi high-class (notice, SEMI) chill-out place for people with too much cash. Why? Cuz one single cup (the puny ones) of Early Grey Tea can cost $5.90.
So, as you can imagine, Liquid Kitchen isn't exactly the place to go to carrying a McDonald's plastic bag.
So anyway, service wasn't fantastic either. We had to wait 5 minutes just to get a seat, and not cuz the place was that bloody crowded.
The waitress saw us, saw us waiting, yet she chose to attend to other customers who were already seated comfortably on their well-cushioned behinds. Ugh!
Daolin heard me cursing under my breath, and suggested, maybe we just don't look rich enough. So, when he wasn't looking, I took out a wad of notes (not school notes dumb dumb, MONEY!) and started counting casually. Note, it wasn't my money, had to withdraw cash for my parents.
So anyway, upon seeing the wad of cash in my hands, the waitress responded quickly, coming over with a big cheesy (and fake) smile on her overly made-up face. We finally got our seats.
So we went up, and waited for Licia. Finally, that char bo called, and she's like, where's Liquid Kitchen. This coming from a girl who's been to my place dozens of times, and who lives near me.
So I go, just face my place from the bus stop. Den turn right.
Licia: Oh, towards Macs ah?
Me: NOOOOOOOO!!!! That's your left!!!!
Daolin: *dissolves in fits of laughter*
Licia (after 2 minutes): OHHHHHHHHHHH! I see you now! Coming up now!
Me: *faints*
So Licia's there, and the trio's complete. We try rather unsuccessfully to get the waiter's attention, and when we finally do, the entire ordering process takes 7 bloody minutes.
So we wait like 20 minutes for our drinks, and they weren't even some kinda fancy cocktails.
Honey Soda, Honey Jasmine and Daolin's was some Tropical Jasmine. 20 bloody minutes. Ugh!
So when the drinks came, Licia was bored enough to take out the slice of orange from each glass, and piece them together. I swear, that girl is easily amused.
Daolin: Uh... What are you doing?
Licia: Putting the orange slices together.
Me: Why?
Licia (finding out that the 3 slices fit perfectly together): EHHHH! Same orange!
Daolin and I: -_-'''
For those of you who don't speak twit, here's what Licia meant.
The slice of orange from each of our glasses, were from the same orange.
See what vocalists from bLiTz! do when they're bored? Ah well. Good night everyone!
You always say you’re bright and early. Well, at least the early part’s true.
mel'snoteswritten.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
A first grade teacher had twenty-five students in her class and she presented each child in her class the first half of a well known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading these keep in mind that these are first graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is classic!
1. Don't change horses......................until they stop running.
2. Strike while the........................bug is close.
3. It's always darkest before...............Daylight Saving Time
4. Never underestimate the power of ........termites.
5. You can lead a horse to water but ....how?
6. Don't bite the hand that.................looks dirty.
7. No news is...............................impossible.
8. A miss is as good as a ...............Mr.
9. You can't teach an old dog new...........math.
10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll.......stink in the morning.
11. Love all, trust.........................me.
12. The pen is mightier than the............pigs.
13. An idle mind is.........................the best way to relax.
14. Where there's smoke there's.............pollution.
15. Happy is the bride who..................gets all the presents.
16. A penny saved is........................not much.
17. Two's company, three's.................the Musketeers.
18. Don't put off till tomorrow what........you put on to go to bed.
19. Laugh and the whole world laughs with you, cry and ........you have to blow your nose.
20. There are none so blind as .............Stevie Wonder.
21. Children should be seen and not .....spanked or grounded.
22. If at first you don't succeed...........get new batteries.
23. You get out of something only what you......see in the picture on the box.
24. When the blind lead the blind .......get out of the way!
And the WINNER and last one!
25. Better late than.......................pregnant
mel'snoteswritten.
Monday, May 15, 2006
1. Taken a picture naked? No
2. Painted your room? Yes, and got most of it on my clothes instead of the walls.
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? No
4. Drove a car? Yes, at the arcade.
5. Danced in front of your mirror? Ha... No!
6. Had a crush? Duh
7. Been dumped? Yeah...
8. Stole money from friend? No
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? No, not stupid enough.
10. Been in a fist fight? No, I only use my nails.
11. Snuck out of your house? Hell yeah!
12. Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back? Yeah
13. Been arrested? Not yet
14. Made out with a stranger? Eh... No...
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Let's see... School, town... I'll have ta say yes...
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? Yepz...
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? Yeah... Ha... In primary 4...
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? Ha, yeah... ANYTHING is more fun than school.
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yepz...
20. Seen someone die? Yeah....
21. Been on a plane? Yepz
22. Kissed a picture? Yeah... It was a picture of a doughnut, and i was HUNGRY....
23. Slept in until 3PM? Haha... Yeah
24. Love or miss someone right now? Yepz
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yeah...
26. Made a snow angel? No
27. Played dress up? Not really
28. Cheated while playing a game? Ha... I ain't no cheater!
29. Been lonely? Constantly.
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? Ha. Daily!
31. Been to a club? Not quite.
32. Felt an earthquake? Yeah, everytime I run.
33. Touched a snake? Yes, and lived to tell the tale.
34. Ran a red light? Nope
35. Been suspended from school? Nope
36. Had detention? haha... Almost....
37. Been in a car accident? Yeah, several.
38. Hated the way you look? Haa... Asking the obvious.
39. Witnessed a crime? Yeah...
40. Pole danced? Hell no!
41. Been lost? Yeah
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? Yepz
43. Felt like dying? Yeah, when CERTAIN people start to sing.
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Uh huh... Explains the goldfish eyes.
45. Sang karaoke? Yeah, badly...
46. Sucked your thumb? Yepz!
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldnt? Uh... Yeah... Like piercing a second hole in each earlobe.
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? Nose, no. Mouth, yes.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No
50. Kissed in the rain? No, but I want to. Any volunteers?
51. Sing in the shower? All the time.
52. Made love in a park? Not YET.
53. Had a dream that you married someone? Haaaa! Yes, and it was classic!
54. Glued your hand to something? YES
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? Nope...
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? Haha... No...
57. Been a cheerleader? Do I look brainless? Or remotely brain dead?
58. Sat on a roof top? Yeah... Of this ugly doll house... Feel my pain...
59. Didnt take a shower for a week? EWWWW! NO!
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? Nnnnnnnnnnn.... Ok fine... Yes...
61. Played chicken? Nope
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Yepz
63. Been told you are hot by a complete stranger? Ha... No... Not even by people I know, unless I'm running a fever.
64. Broken a bone? No, I'm well cushioned.
65. Been easily amused? Haha, no, that's Licia and Xue.
66. Laugh so hard you cry? Haha... Yeah
67. Mooned/flashed someone? Uh.. Haha... No... Cuz that person would die of shock.
68. Cheated on a test? Who hasnt? Oh you? *whistles innocently*
69. Forgotten someones name? Yeah... *sheepish*
70. Slept naked? Yepz
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? No, but I want to.
72. Performed on stage? YES YES YES!!!
73. Blacked out from drinking? No, I can hold my liquor.
74. Played a prank on someone? Too many to count.
75. Gone to a late night movie? No... Mel has no life.
76. Made love to anything not human? HELL NO!
77. Failed a class? Yepz... Still am... Can't list them all down though, too many to name.
78. Choked on something you are not supposed to eat? Like what? Condoms? No...
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? Yeah... It was hell.
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? Nope
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? Nope
82. Thrown strange objects? Uh... No... I think...
83. Felt like killing someone? Ha!!! Yes! And it's always that particular someone!
84. Thought about running away? yepz...
85. Ran away? Almost...
86. Did drugs? Nope
87. Had detention and not attend it? No, I'm a good girl.
88. Dumped anyone? Uh huh
89. Made a parent cry? Yeah...
90. Cried over someone? Yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? Uhh... Not sure...
92. Dated someone more than once? Of course! =D
93. Have/had a dog? Nooooo... But I want 1...
94. Own an instrument? Still do...
95. Been in a band? Yepz... I love you bLiTz!
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? Yeah... And trust me when I say you should never EVER attempt that.
97. Broken a cd? Yepz... For fun...
98. Shot a gun? Water guns... Yeah...
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? Uh... No... Only of the same sex... =P just kidding... Mel's straight.
100. Written a love letter? Yes...
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
My ex - Was 50% annoying, 50% mutant.
Maybe I should - Uh... Study harder? Right Xue, Sijia and Wanda? =P
I love - Food! Daddy, mommy, my bro, Xue, Sijia, Wanda, Daolin, bLiTz!, music...
I don't understand - How Joel's shirt ALONE can cost more than my ENTIRE outfit.
I lose - weight... wayyyyy too slowly...
People say - Behind every successful man, there is a woman. And behind every unsuccessful man, there are 2...
Love is - When he hurts you, breaks your heart, but you love him all the same.
Somewhere, someone - is reading this post and saying, "bo liao lah!"
"I Will Always Love You" - is a lie. Nothing good lasts forever. No... Nothing good lasts. Period.
Forever - Only happens in fairytales. Unless you're talking about a screw-up. Den people remember it FOREVER.
I never want - To wake up one day and find that I've lost someone I love.
When I wake up in the morning - I turn off the alarm clock, cover myself with my blankie, and go back to sleep.
My past was - Painful.
I get annoyed when - Skinny people say they're fat.
Parties are for - People with lives.
My dog is - Non-existant. Parents won't allow.
My cat is - Non-existant too.
Kisses are best when - They are filled with love, tenderness, and passion.
Tomorrow - Is Thursday.
I really want - A boyfriend. Someone to love, cherish, and hold... Long-term. Oh well. Dreams are free.
mel'snoteswritten.
