.melissa.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

6:05:00 AM

I remember...

How you used to hold me and wipe away my tears when I cried. What I'd do to have you wipe them away now.

How you used to sing to me. The first song you ever dedicated to me was "You Are So Beautiful".

How you used to come up with silly (and often, dirty) lyrics to popular songs just to make me smile.

How your kisses gave me butterflies in my tummy.

How you used to annoy me with bad music from your PSP.

How we'd stay up for hours at my place though we were both tired, just so we could spend a little more time together.

How we'd go for dinner with my family and sneak a few kisses and hugs when no one was looking.

How we'd send each other flying kisses through the glass wall of that recording studio.

How you surprised me with those 99 red roses.

How you teared and looked away so I wouldn't see you cry during sad movies.

How you almost fell asleep while watching "Enchanted" but forced yourself to stay awake just cuz you wanted to "enjoy" the movie with me.

How you look like with hair.

How you used to sneak and smoke behind my back, only to look at me with that adorable guilty look when I caught you.

How you guilt-tripped me into watching Transformers, and how I ended up actually enjoying the movie.

How you looked at me as if I was the only person in the world.

How you'd hold me close, bury your face in my hair, and talk about the kids we'd have next time.

How you'd look me in the eye, and tell me that I'm the one for you.

How we spent hours cam-whoring away till my camera battery went flat.

How we used to load up on junk food before every movie marathon.

But most of all...

I remember how it felt being with you...

I love you. And there's a part of me that always will, no matter what the future holds for us both. Be happy.

So now I'll take my heart back, leave your pictures on the floor, steal back my memories, I can't take it anymore. I've cried my eyes out, oh and now I face the years. The way you loved me, vanished all the tears. Just a little more time was all we needed......

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