.melissa.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

5:52:00 AM

How do you go from "we are meant for each other, destined to be together" to simply "we can't be together anymore"? How do you go from "I love you" to "let's not try anymore" in less than 3 hours?

You say its cuz you don't wanna drag it any longer. Or is it? Does your heart now belong to another?

I can't accept the suddeness of it. Its hard not to cry. After over a year, you'd think that we'd have taken time to work things out before resorting to this. After over a year, you'd think we'd have meant more to you than for it to end this abruptly.

So why? Was I not good enough? Have I EVER been good enough?

I'll admit. I'm different from your previous girls... I expect committment, love, patience. Maybe the other girls didn't. That's what made it so easy to be with them. But with me, you probably felt that you had to make an extra effort to committ. If that's the case, why now? Why not sooner?

I could tell you I'll change for you. But is that what you really want? If I changed, doesn't that mean I'll no longer be the girl you first fell in love with?

Its been almost 12 hours since you've ended it, and I know it takes time to heal... But for now, won't you just tell me why? Let me have some closure. Even as a last favour, please don't leave me hanging.

R.I.P
16/01/07 - 13/06/08

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